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what, must i now complete the circle for ten things?
not gonna do ten things u ought to know abt me, cos it's so dumb and lame...
how abt ten things i hate abt u, and dun freaking piss me off...
1)i hate pple who lie
2)i hate pple who snap at me for no fucking reason
3)i hate pple who try to make me feel obliged
4)i hate pple who try to act nice for the sake of the person thinking u're nice and go on shitloads abt how nice they are.
5)i hate pure stupid ac boys, with the few exceptions (ok, just an old bias view against them when i was younger)
6)i hate boys who try to be funny
7)i hate pple who cant make up their freaking minds, ai mai here, ai mai there, go to hell
8)i hate pple who think lowly of themselves, i get so agitated with them, we're all awesome, gedit?
9)i hate pple who talk nonsense as if they know everything...
10)i hate pple talking bad abt my girls, they're fantabulous...
*) i hate ws
*=special entry
ok, what's the story, morning glory?? haha, dun u just love the way it rhymes?
muah... ok, inspite of this grump ass entry, annabelle is not a grumpy old fart.. she's just a prissy bitch at times...
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Sing a sad song
In a lonely place
Try to put a word in for me
It’s been so long
Since I found this place
You better put in two or three
We as people, are just walking ’round
Our heads are firmly fixed in the ground
What we don’t see
Well it can’t be real
What we don’t touch we cannot feel
Where we’re living in this town
The sun is coming up and it’s going down
But it’s all just the same at the end of the day
And we cheat and we lie
Nobody says it’s wrong
So we don’t ask why
Cause it’s all just the same at the end of the day
We’re throwing it all away
We’re throwing it all away
We’re throwing it all away at the end of the day
If you need it
Something I can give
I know I’d help you if I can
If your honest and you say that you did
You know that I would give you my hand
Or a sad song
In a lonely place
I’ll try to put a word in for you
Need a shoulder? well if that’s the case
You know there’s nothing I wouldn’t do
Where we’re living in this town
The sun is coming up and it’s going down
But it’s all just the same at the end of the day
When we cheat and we lie
Nobody says it’s wrong
So we don’t ask why
Cause it’s all just the same at the end of the day
Don’t throw it all away
Don’t throw it all away
Don’t throw it all away
Don’t throw it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
You’re throwing it all away at the end of the day
10 things about me.
(NOT BIMBOTIC. LIKE REMOTELY.)
1) likes to eat a lot of veg.
2) have a new found phobia (not telling)
3) lifts scares me (tons of nightmares about trapped in one)
4) am not organised. very messy in fact.
5) thinks that everyone's kinda fake now
6) loves photography
7) everyone is fake, i think
8) likes to repeat.
9) slowly becoming socially inept.
10) have a short attention span
and everyone is in their comfort zone,
never daring nor have entertained the thought of venturing out.
we're all voyuers.
hello stranger.
ultraviolet----- b grade movie
----- awesome legs and abs though...
overall... dumb fuck action movie with ultracool babe
milla jovovich is sterotypedddddddddddddddd
haha, loco's turning into a movie critic blog..
till then when the queen watches another movie..
tata
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1) ann and cheryl smoke like a chimney. grace has allergy for cig.
2) grace has jugs for boobies, cheryl and ann have shots.
3) grace and ann try going to school. cheryl couldent be bothered about her school.
4) ann loves house. cheryl grace love r n b hiphop
5) ann and grace emo. cheryl i-robot
6) ann and cheryl-bush for eyebrows. grace has sticks .
7) cheyl's a princess, ann's a queen and grace's an angel
8) ann and cheryl tall and long. gracie short and squashy.
9) love benny benassi ...
10) love one and another.
muah to wenting
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10 things about ME, princess cheryl:
1. i like dark pink hot pink, not baby pink light pink or sickly looking pink.
2. i love beer.... but who doesnt know that anyway?
3. i dont ever go to school, cuz i hate it. dont ask why.
4. i am a very nice girl, if you know me. i dont know why people (okay, some) get a bad first impression of me.
5. the toenail on my second toe of my left foot is falling off.
6. i like nude lips, lipgloss. i hate it when people try to put dark lipstick on me.
7. i have a sleeping problem.
8. i have made approx 948264527194927 resolutions in my life so far, and have never kept a single one of them. useless.
9. i have 3 besties and my lovely friends and its more than enough for me and no i dont want a boyfriend and no im not out for a fling and no i dont want to have sex with you im not that kind of person and no i am not interested.
10. i really am a princess. no kidding.
i hate pple who violate women against their will. as a female, i extremely hate it.
i can nv forgive them, i hate guys who put pressure on girls to have sex with them
watched the hills have eyes, i was extremely grossed out by a particular scene, it was the first time i ever ever ever wanted to leave a cinema, i was disgusted and i wanted to puke.
i hate it, i hate tt show, yes, it was a gd sho, tense almost all the way, kept at the edge of my seats, but i covered my eyes for the longest time ever for the particular scene, i hate it. i hate it, i hate it. i fucking hate it..
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oh yeah, guys, pls do go watch V for Vendetta... it's totally awesome!!!
it's not just some stupid comic bk hero, it's tt and so much more...
clever, witty, funny, politically meaningful and a pretty lass.
thumbs up for the waschoki brothers, yep, it's done by the directors of matrix.
Signature works there.
as marc said, "stupendous"
love the quotes.
ok, annabelle is back, for yuey, benny and gracie.
with only one day of hiatus...
demanding fools, dun see me complaining in bedroom and bananas do ya? humph...
annabelle's moving.
alws moving, i nv stay at a single spot for long, i thought kismis was my final move, stayed there for 8 yrs... nv thought i loved it there, until the move, i still miss it. the gorgeous fountain, my koi pond, and the two lovely patios, one with a fantastic hill view and the extremely chill out one, similar to the one i have here at riverina, but so much better and bigger. complained when i shifted to the east side, which is definately far for someone who doesn't drive, and stupid me, failed my basic 3 times and gave up.
well, i certainly have adapted to the east, i adore the pple here, kinda moved apart from my old friends, who used to come over my place so very often, making their plans without telling me, but yesh siree, it was all fun. infact the only gd part of the moving, is cheryl, my best friend, so i guess sweetheart, the old days are comign back soon, for the two of us, kap, pool queens, mj tog, sleepovers at my place, yadayada.. but i will miss marcus, he's my fav fav fav fav fav neighbour ever. mj sessions at my place(thomson boys, issit nearer or further), dvd, soccer sessions, supper, and fisherman's village, i have alr forsaken almost everyone at the west, well, at least i still have mj khakis in the west, just not tt close i guess. it has been like two yrs. and i'll miss siglap, it's WAY better than holl v, it's quieter, the pple less showy and more beautiful in fact. OH YEAH, THE EAST BOYS?????? ARE SO MUCH BETTER LOOKING man, west boys are weirdos and ugly and either tt or they're ac boys... blyuck... i miss the beautiful boys here, yup...
well, just gonna move for two yrs, cos by tt time me and my bro wld have ended sch, and perphaps thomson?? for my fav boys, and marine parade, damn chill out, being lazy, i've fallen in love with the relaxed, chill out area... hiakz, but knowing me, i'll probly adjust back to the old area..
moving at the end of april... i love u east... muah...
i'll get my licence soon, i can almost feel it... hiakz, time to sign up soon...
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guess i'm not gonna blog on a regular basis anymore, nomore ramblings. tired of it. i'm sick of the blog, and i guess i'm going back to my own lil bk of thoughts. it's a much better friend than blogger. thanks blogger, for being my outer core. but i guess what matters in the inner core is what which is more impt to me, ut nvtheless, i will still blog from time to time with pics, afterall, there's really nuffin much to do on the net...
life is gd, life is peachy... muah... huggz, annabelle...
oh and i fucking hate econs, examas are in like a mth's time, just found out, i'm gonna concentrate on my studies, and mj sessions are gonna be cut down seriously...
oh i wish i had a hot guy majoring in econs to come coach me, and then i'll tackle him not for his econs knowledge, afterall econs is just an excuse, wahahhahaahhaha, tt wld be so fun. oh well, guess i better stop fantasizing and start concentrating on my econs...
bye pple, the queen will be sorely missed...
hullo children, good morning, miss yeo here.
today i will touch on the topic of the congregation of weird people in the west. i made a discovery today:: there are no normal people in the west!!! YES, thats right, theyre either weird, smelly, short n fat, or have gone cuckoo. i swear, the west consists of the most number of mad people in singapore, and seriously, theyre pretty scary.. no joke.
maybe thats why i hate travelling to school, i see weird people like all the time. really really, all the freakin time. and it really creeps me out. i think im like one of the only normal ones walking around, sometimes i do see some of my own kind, and they share the same creeped out look as me.
sighhh. what have i done in my past life to deserve this?!!!
and mission mia is working pretty well, although not so well. hmmm. i managed to get my ass to school to hand in my assignments today, and also escaped the clutches of not one but three of my profs! powerrrr. hahahahaha. despite a mahjong session the night before, i finished two papers, very proud of myself, yes i am. damn mahjong session didnt even see me winning cash, it was more a dumb training session for two noobs at the table. hahaha. bahh. next time, next time, ill see to it i win moolah!!
end of the month.. super super broke, yep i need cash. just waiting for allowance, and an advance for next week.. sighhhhh.
my ass hurts pretty much too... bus to school, bus from school, ride to changi, pasir ris then round round round to find a petrol station, ride to holland v, ride to somewhere around cmpb, gilman heights i think, ride to nus prata, ride to someone's place, ride back home. poor poor ben. right, my ass still hurts..
sigh, i digressed. oh well, smoke break.
miss yeo signing out. behave yourself kiddies.
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ANN IS A BIG FAT LOSER!!! SCOLD ME LAH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
GOT THE PLACE WRONG ONLY WHAT. SCOLD ME LAH!!!
IM GOING TO LOCK YOU IN YOUR ROOM WHEN TIESTO COMES AND I WILL GO HAVE FUN MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
oh well, just hope i got it right, if not she will have reason to scold me...... ahahahaha.
oops.
The only thing that's holding me back..
is me.
Cheryl is damn nice, haha, he's coming to mos instead. hiakz... zouk wld be better though... i guess mos has more space,but i dun really fancy the main arena...
CHERYL IS A BIG FAT LIAR, I HATE HER. SHE LIED TO ME. TIESTO IS NOT COMING...
I DUN LIKE CHERYL ANYWAY. I HOPE YOU SUFFER A TRAGEDY FOR LIEING TO ME...
I WAS SO EXCITED I TOLD EVERYONE, I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT NOW, HATE U CHERYL!!!!!!
CHERYL GO AWAY...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING TINGTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh... heart ache again... stupid gloomy weather, stupid emo songs. composed two poems...
damn saddenning... private poems, written in my own lil bk of thoughts, i wished i cld publish it on the blog, but some stuff is really too private to post it on the net, feels like pple are reading into ur heart and soul. i wished i cld broadcast my heart and soul to the whole world, but there's smtg holding me back, i'm a very translucent girl, but sadness is not smtg u share with the whole world, not even with ur closest buddies. god, y do i have this irritating compulsive disorder??? me=big mouth,fucking huge...
back from zouk and blasting emo songs..........
bahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
stupid zouk, didnt even go mambo, wanted chevy to teach me the mambo moves he knows so well now. hahaha. stupid boy. so fast high eh. lousy. then waited for chinwai to come down from mos for like damn long, nabei, it was raining, stuck at zouk entrance for the longest time, everyone was gone already... and we were the last ones left! even the bartenders and bouncers were already leaving, their bus came before him! ....... hmm. we how sad. supper at newton.. no more gongs!! blah. low point of the day. anyway.. didnt really feel like having them after all, had fried rice, after eating half a plate, grace told me they use leftover white rice from other people to cook it! WTF... i couldnt eat after that. came back, found the black carrot cake my mum tapaoed for me for supper and ate that.. boo. not much chilli... anywayyy.
ann's forcing me to go to zouk on sat... for the techno thingy, haha i like, used to like techno damn a lot, more euro trance lah, haha. oh well.. oh yeah ANN! TIESTO IS COMING TO ZOUK ON APR 14TH!! hahaha just found that out today....
aye. kinda tired, but dont really feel like sleeping, grace is already hiding under the blankie and sleeping... sigh.
u know trance can be quite emo?? its true.....
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isn't liverpool wonderful? muah...
hey yuey, stupid gordo, MY LIVERPOOL IS GONNA KICK YOUR MAN U arse, hiak hiak...
i feel sorry for birmingham though... poor babies. the close ups to the manager's face and goalkeeper's face were so sad... bleah. stupid birmingham goal keeper, i just thought of two evil things, haha...
1) peter crouch gallops like a giraffe across the field, the dude can run super fast,de den de den de den den den, haha, fucking funny. i bet cj can play football as well, oh shit, i just remembered, cj wld just be normally tall there, haha, i onced told cj he shld get a giraffe tattoo, cos he lookes like a giraffe, haha, lucky he's nice, or i wld have been beaten up, cant keep my mouth shut sometimes. i hope he gets tangled up in his legs one day and trips. whenever he scores, it's just a piece of luck, due to his genetic "superiority", dun like him, dun like morientes, dun like cisse, love riise, gerrard, hypia, muah muah...
2)the goalkeeper is a doofus.
ok, i'm in a gd mood now, i tried to sleep, but i cldn't tossed and turned and smoked for the longest time... mummy went to sleep alr, cln't get the pills, she controls my intake of pills, cos i might go crazy with them, haha, i take like at least 4 strong panadols just to sure a headache.
muah muah, hiak hiak, kiss kiss...
hugzzz, from annabelle to everyone.
urgh, hope i'm like this tmr when i awake.
the Queen's happy, declares this minute as a holiday, everyone can sleep for a while, hiak hiak, all except for ARSE-nal fans, i hate arsenal... cheryl, u cnat sleep.. heh heh
my 20th birthday was celebrated in good fashion, albeit tired people who just ended work.
firstly thank you's to annie and cheryl because they're nice enough to make their way down despite having a bad day or school stuff. and also nicer still to accomodate me & to have fish & co.
i hope you girlies know that everything and everyone may be fake but this friendship with you guys is nothing but a reality where i'm real with what i say and i mean it from the bottom of my heart when i say i cherish you guys.
im so thankful to be blessed with the nicest and most bimbo besties one can ever have!
and as for dorcas, minus brownie point because she told you people to lie to me and was late.
but being very generous i forgive and i love still. (:
i dont need money, i dont need much, i just need my besties fix from you guys.
i'll try to make it for the ann & cheryl day!
with ALL my (freakin') love,
tingies. <3
stalk you from loco. know your whereabouts.i will hide far away in an apartment and carefully i aim and throw a bomb at you. bomb u to pieces. traces of your nose your lashes your lil mouth and your precious boobies scattered all over the town while u desperately try to get back to one. i will sneeze at you you will then break down to ashes. i wonder about your shoutout. how are you goonna come back n get me ashy annabelle?
warning: this is not a joke.
I AM GOING ON MISSION MIA. YUP. U WONT BE ABLE TO FIND ME. YUP.
anyone who wants to go drinking clubbing movie chill yadayadayada blah blah blah blah blah, dont call me. i will not go.
having 5 out of my 6 teachers emailing me about my problem with handing in work and going to sch is so not funny, and they threatened me!!!! i think they all hate me. i am going to be good, i am going to do my work, i am going to sch, i am going to be nice to my classmates. i am not going out to play, i am not going to laugh at my classmates by myself, i am not going to oversleep, i am not going to blog.
i want to be a good girl.
i am off to do my work. REMEMBER: I AM GOING ON MISSION MIA. so dont call me to distract me okay my dear dahlings?? but please do remember me, and all the fun we used to have. if you do miss me, take out some pictures to look at me, maybe then you wont miss me so much... yes, take care people.
all right, i shall make some exceptions.... GRACIE: im willing to go mambo with you tmr!! ANN: im willing to go zouk techno on saturday with you!! WENTING: im willing to meet you whenever you want me to cuz of your busy busy schedule and cuz youre da king!! BEN: im willing to go pick benny up with you on friday if we're still going!!
or if i feel like drinking, ill go. or if i feel like supper, ill go. or if i feel like clubbing, ill go. BUT only exceptions... well you know what they say about balance...
now then, GET???
good.
byebye....... i will miss all of you.
i love wenting, too tired to blog actually, too tired to ramble on.
but i just wanna say "happy birthday, i love u so much..."
sorry for leaving early, sorry for looking tired, sorry for not being able to entertain u much, but i tried my best, pressie's coming soon, and it was great to meet so many of the st marg's girls.
polka dots rule. not bringing my hp out, is actually pretty relaxing, with none of the irritating ringing and beeps.great work, gonna do tt more often.
i'm too tired, not really in the best of moods to have one on ones, cant entertain the other person much. yup. maybe except for cheryl, she can entertain herself and our conversations are pretty much fluff, not much brain work one anyway.
muah, love hugs and kisses from the very tired annabelle.
ps: thanks ben, u're very sweet.
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can my day get any worse? no sleep fuck, shld haven taken pills. my fucking gosh, cant say god, cos it's swearing in god's name. news flash, yep, well done, thanks very much.
ps: pls donot contact me. for now. i want to hibernate.only big V's allowed.
ok,i'm royally fucking pissed off, bah...
urgh... kinda hate everyone and everything right fucking now, jeez. i'm god sick tired, i cant sleep, i've this stupid scratch on my face, my left eye's a teeny bit swollen, thank god it went down. feel like screaming to the whole world...
god' it's my bestie's bd today, argh, happy birthday sweets, dun mind the black face bitch ltr on.
maybe i shall vent my anger on cheryl, give her a few punches. ok, it's really stupidd, and shit. i hate going down to town, it's so freak ass far. and i dunwan to eat fish and co, stupid, i dunwan to see certain pple, i dunwan to eat my chocs, aint fucking helping. oh just give me a slap to shock me out of this system, i hate it when i'm like tt. urgh, but i'll probly punch and kick and scratch.
the only gd pt abt today? dirty dancing 2, i love tt show,watched it so many times, nv sick of it. i love diego luna, he kinda looks like ferrirar, skinny monkey ass, probly short as well, but he oozes sex appeal with the pelvic thrusts. girl's ugly, but she has a nice figure, boobs and ass, yeah yeah, totally hot stuff at the last dance. thanks alvin for lending me the dvd.
roar, go away. ann's a really angry bitch right now, nuffin u do can make it right, wonder how long it'll last, i had one angry spell for two wks str8.
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went for stingray n sambal sotong today... why the hell werent there any gongs?? duno how to do business... no gongs?! ...... :(
one day im gona drag ann out for gongs, and she can dig out all the gongy gongs for us!! YAY.
aaanyway... im getting hungry again.. how can.. bleah. no more eating, okay, maybe after a bit of salmon. haha the salmon wasabi is fucken nice. yumyum....
most people went to sleep already.. perhaps i shld try to get some sleep too, then can wake up tmr refreshed and start on my damn assignments! im soo overdue... 3 long papers to do, and only one would be right on time if i actually finish it.. sighh next sem cannot be like that.. oh. sounds familiar.. isnt that what i said last sem, and like years ago... boo.
fuck man, theres something super wrong with blogger... WHY????? i cant post pics... nvm....
sugarpie..get me high...?
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Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Isn't it delicious crazy way that I'm kissin'
Cause baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see
I don't care what you might think about me
You can vibe without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby I could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge me by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
I'm the geek in the pink pink pink
I'm the geek in the pink yeah
Well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least I talk about it keep a pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see
I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it sure would be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
You could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
I am more than you're thinking
Hey look at me go
From hero to zero
Oh, take it from a geek like me
I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com...plete him or not
So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener
I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
I'm the geek in the pink pink pink
I'm the geek in the pink yeah
I'm the geek in the pink
All y'all geek is the new color for fall
bah, i WANT A GEEK IN THE PINK!!!!!!!!, he sounds duper hot.
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cheryl likes gongs!!! hahahaa.
i tried gongs for the first time on wed night... superb!! really.. although your fingers will stink after eating, cuz u gotta dig the snail thingy out, but i cldnt smell it.. haha maybe cuz of the nicotine smell on my fingers.. masked the smelly sea smell haha.
ANN!! next time we bring u go eat gongs!! heh.
wed zouk, then fri yst, zouk again.. getting more sian than i already was.. BLAH. ann says friday clubbing nights are reserved for her.. haha okay!! yst was okay.. me and ann wore our boootiful heels which look the same hahaha mine turquoise hers gold. well, wasnt that boring, except that someone stepped on me like damn hard, my goodness, freakin painful, i had to sit down for a while... grrrr. spoilt my mood for a while though, i was in a crappy mood for a while, didnt want to dance, while ann was at the dancefloor with ben gordon jarrod and marilyn. shes pretty nice. i sat down with marcus, and his friends.. kept going to take water the whole night... bleah. didnt drink much, drank like red wine at anns place then had 2 beers at zouk, thats all!! im good huh. everyone who msged me yst thought i was high, noo i wasnt, i was just being moody.
supposed to go out for my sister's dinner, but halfway through my train ride my mummy called me to tell me that they cancelled it again, cuz my dad had an impt appointment, grrr.. second week in a row we missed dinner! damn. had to cancel reservation too.. i really wanted to go there to eat, cuz daddy says its pretty good.. oh well. next week i guess...
tmr is ann and cheryl day!! i think it will be ann and cheryl are both broke day.. boooo.
watching pearl harbour now.. couldnt stand just watching snippets of the first part, im watching the whole thing over, hah. byee..im off to watch my show!
oh yeah!!! jennifer garner's in pearl harbour looking damn retarded in specs and curly hair!! hahaha i didnt even know she was in the show. anyhow, byeee....
pictures soon...somehow i just cant upload, duno why oh well.
guess what, i'm not as nice as i thought i was, and not as nice as my friends think i am. i'm such a poseur. god. i think i'm too hard on myself and the pple arnd me, i realise i'm quite a perfectionist in some ways, i even arrange my mj tiles properly and neatly. i must be effing mad.
i am mad. i'm weird, i'm a gemini, i have to juggle two extreme personalites, which are both me, the bad and the good, gdness, the bad hasnt come out for the longest time, starting to show, help!!!!!!
madness is descending upon me, yeah i think i think too way much.
ann is a bad person, annabelle is the nice one, stay away from ann. oh god, i guess i really am mad, but mad pple dunnoe tt they are mad. maybe i'm just weird, tt must be it.
haven stepped into zouk for the longest time, saw old faces. went with cheryl, ben, jarred, gordo, and marilyn, met up with friends there too. zouk will alws be zouk, it's fun, anyone knows everyone there, but there's this distasteful feeling from zouk sometimes, maybe tt was y i stopped clubbing for a while. clubbing ann and real ann's pretty diff. i can remember the past events tt made zouk an unhappy place for me, so much tears resulted from clubbing there, yeah i mean zouk's fun and everything, but it had been the place of so many unhappy stuff. and sometimes pple do get really annoying there, i guess i might have done tt too. but oh well, what happens in a club, stays in a club, there were this bunch of girls tt really grossed me out, but oh well, at least they were having fun, i'm sure the guys did as well, so whoopee to them, thank god i'm not one of them, but it was annoying, i mean they were taking up all th space with all their antics, and arms AND legs, up and down. it was fun i guess, caught up with quite a few pple. hmmm, i guess i'll start clubbing once in a while now. muah, i love zouk, inspite of all the flaws it has done to me, i like flaws, hiakz, although the most fun experience was at mos, on xmas eve, haha, i was a riot. funny... pics up when i get them from benny...
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I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone
There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion'
Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone
Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
OhLeave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone
If you win your love
I'll feel better on my own
Leave me alone
i love the veronicas, i wanna be called veronica, and cheryl can be betty, cool eh? muah.
i'm feeling sad and emo, dunnoe y, i wanna run away from all u mofos, and yet i'll miss many of u guys if i really do tt. what a stupid thing to do. i dragged too much, feeling hungover.
tell me what do u do, when it falls apart. i'm falling apart, heart's gone, cant feel it anymore. everything is left up, straight from the heart. i want my heart back, dunno where it has gone, i feel diff, diff from the past ann, i'm no longer the annabelle of old, i'm just an old ann now.
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bah, i cant sleep again, had a weird night, funny how the world is so small and so coincidental. yup. met up with vyasa, we went to the beach, my absolute fav guy friend among all. haha. gavin's close! honey bunny wants to meet up with me and do some catching up, and give me my pressie personally, cos i decided not to turn up for sch. made it up with kelvin, bah, tt bugger, i'm too weak to stand firm, with all my unhappiness and irritation. oh well, they're my special friends and i cant help it, bah... all one by one take advantage of me, esplly cheryl. kelv's mad, he actually said "oh i have a soft spot for u, tt's y i snap at u" pretty ridiculous, and extremely twisted, but yeah, i took him at what he said.
marcus came over for dvd night and talk after tt, our usual, haha, watched emily rose, thought i wld be creeped out, and wld be mind fucking myself after tt, but surprisingly enough i didn't, although marcus did give me a teeny shock when he suddenly appeared without any sound while i was in the kitchen.
cant freaking sleep..........................................
i dun feel liek going zouk anymore... feel more like slacking at home with my babies. i've got beer, wine and everything, oh yeah, ran out of liquor, gotta get my dad to buy from back from the airport.
its not my cam its not my com its not me its not you.
its the LIGHTING!
so we need to meet up again for DECENT pics.
love you ppl here.
21st mar glass house at 7pm okay!
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ok, i had a duper long day, which just ended...
woke up duper early, for movie date with mummy and bro, watched "yours, mine, ours" ok, abit cheaper than the dozen, but it was sweet, and the old lead actors are totally hot, esplly renee russo, she's still pretty trim!!!!
met ting and cheryl at bugis, proceeded down to arab street's sleepy sam, nearly died of suffocation there, sobloody warm..................... proceeded to eat at this egyption place, had kebabs and wedges, yeah, whatever, cheryl, not too fantastic... took tonnes of pics, but ting's com, is so bloody lame and slow... i only managed to get a pic out of the dozens we took!!!
was waiting for marcus to come pick me up at bugis and head down to siglap for gelare with alvin, but tt mofo was taking duper long, called the two kubais, but none picked up, oh yeah, tt reminds me, alvin didn't explain to me y he has two nos, i alws get confused, as to call which no.
got home, felt pretty hungry, went out for supper with the two boys, at drive 6, had bah chok mee, then proceeded to the 24 hr dvd shops, to get a couple of dvds, then went back to my place to get on with the dvd party. watched, visonaries, stupid cartoon, way before my time, cant even freaking remember... " let the light shine thru" or smtg lidat, watched saw 2, pretty damn twisted. no benny, no black and white!!!!!! bleah, what's up with all the parties, they dun seem to eb able to get bored of it. oh well, tt's me and tt's them, i guess the money helps and seeing ur old friends help, but oh whatever, totally screwed up my plans, but whatever i was just looking out for my friends, doesn't really affect me, me zouk girl, not phuture girl. silly friends.
yay, i'm so duper xcited, gonna have a lil dinner party at my place on fri before clubbing, haven clubebd for a long time, think i kinda forgot how to, hiakz.i'm gonna COOK!!!! yuey, ya missing out on my fab cookign again!!!, till july when we meet...
tired, but i cant seem to sleep!!!
yooooohoooooooooooooo.............
super bored.. and freakin full. gahhh. 3 meals out, and 2 meals back home. now how about that. putting on weight at an alarming rate. must stop yes.
met tingies and annie today. bugis, arab st, horrid pictures, stupid neoprints which werent even clear. bah.
i am happy!!!! :)
im supposed to be doing my work!!!! :)
i have a 50% assignment due tmr!!!!! :)
what am i doing here... oh yes. check my horoscope...
check this out, i find this damn funny.
Don't judge a book by its cover, especially when it comes to romance. Someone highly attractive may be as intriguing as a stump, while someone rather wonderful could arrive on the scene in a funny-looking package.
whahahahahaha.
like, hello????? where's my funny looking package?!! i want my funny looking package! i dont go for looks anyway. most handsome guys are boring. if God gives you looks, he gotta take away some of your brains right, if not it would be pretty unfair to the ugly ones.
oh yeah, and i wana go shopping... havent shopped in a while.. like really really shop. sighhh.... i only bought some earrings recently.. im depressed.... i need retail therapy.. :(
oh.
and this is to ann the dumbo: i am going to raid your closet and find my stuff on friday!!!! p.s. i cant wait for my red wine chicken dindin.. hahahaha.
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I FUCKING HATE THIS COLOUR OF THIS BLOG, YUCKS, WITH CAPITALS... PHEW!!!!!!!!! PUI! FUCKING CHANGE IT TO GOLD AND RED, MY FAV COLOURS, PINK IS NOT MY FAV COLOUR!!!!!! SELFISH CHEYRL... Y-U-C-K-S!!!!!!!!! I GET A FUCKING HEADACHE WHENEVER I COME HERE, ALL YOUR FAULT CHERYL YEO ZHI ZHEN, I'M GONNA BEAT YOU UP TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!
hullo hullo, we need some colour here....
nice pics ann. very couple feel, really. haha. either that or buddy buddy feel. hahhahaa.
okay, im just bored can.
beef pasta, kingdom of heaven, nice long nap, dinner at hol v, back home to watch the apprentice, won 2 arsenal bets excluding ann's, online, supper at al ameen, back home, benny benassi, trying to do my assignments.
i dont care that that last goal was kinda a fluke, ARSENAL STILL WON. KISS THIS ARSENAL FAN"S PERKY ASS. ha ha ha.
bah. and now im super super bored.... managed to get most of my points written down after some tedious research, bleahhh. i hate this part of writting papers.. the damn bloody research. never fails to get on my nerves... now the big decision: to do or not to do the paper now?? hahaha. maybe i shld keep it for tmr.. but that means i gotta stay home to write the whole bloody essay which will probably take me about an hour or so give and take. so not fun.. but im meeting the girlies on tues, stmargsbesties day out!!! hahaha. yup, so im thinking of staying home tmr till i get my stuff done....
oh check this out, how i looked like in sec 4? or sec 3.. stupid boys came over and raided my yearbooks and went through gazillions of my old pics... i would say this is one of the best..whahahahaaaaa.
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damn funny can!! i think its hilarious... but no ben, you cant put it on friendster.... ill kill u i swear.
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ps: marcky and me are just friends, we just like taking pics, yeah?? rumors are alr flying... from the stragest pple, hiakz...
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wed: soccer night at home with alvin and marcus... loud mouth was jumping up and down, blab blab, kicking my ass at erasers,although we called them rubbers in pri sch, haha... watched saw 1, pretty kick ass show, freaking twisted.
thurs: movie time, again, haha, watched date movie with marcus, alvin and wei xiong, was late for the show, took a cab, fucking uncle took the long wrong way again, got so fed up, i got off the cab, and walked there, met vanessa heng at the traffic junction at lido, haha, she was late as well for the same show, what a coincidence!!! met cheryl and grace to smoke, before i went in the theatre. was like freaking lost, went up and down the theatre, i swear i'm so directionless...i even stepped on somebody's food, so sorry.. haha... funny show, not worth 8 bucks, more like a dvd watched at home, yeah... went to play pool after tt, supper at kopitiam behind supper, then it was home. played mj with russ, tim and kit, lost, 44, bahhhhh.. i'm so freaking broke....
fri: wanted to go to zouk super badly, was feeling the itch, and marcus schultz was spinning, he's pretty darn gd infact, cheryl sucks. was indecisive, thus i decided to be a gd girl. then marc called, thought we were going down to walas, i tried to bring an extra pair of heels along JUST INCASE, haha, but i didn't in the end, ok, everyone knows i cant club without heels, IT"S A RULE. then pple started calling from zouk, i'm so sorry, i totally forgot abt aaron's bd at zouk, darn... then i made sam toh call me when the dj started spinning, yeah, he's awesome, i was totally sulking at coffee bean, i was almost bored out of my mind there, haha. had choc fondue. again, yep, yum yum. hmm, and some of the guys were saying they didn't mind going clubbing, they actually had the itch, yeah, so did i, i shld have went, bah... indecisive girl, aizzzzzz... bah, yuey, zouk misses u, too. marko v's spinning tmr too........ hiakz, fuckit lah... i miss my orange and pink top, it's totally awesome... the rest played pool, while me and marcky, went out and started amusing ourselves with the camera, courtsey of zeng(there are two alvins, apparently the other alvin gets very confused, haha), we had duper fun, haha, took 50 pics in abt forty mins, haha. caught one of marcky doing the seven.. haha, had a few porno ones too, gonna get zeng to send me, managed to catch crywolf, ok lah, no depth though, just pretty elaborate and twisted, in liek a high sch way, simple twists here and there. had breakfast at jalan kayu, hey, u guys, they used to make pratas on the floor there, yechhh... barry started telling ghost stories, yeah, heard the w story from alvin the day before tt too, errrrrrkkkkkk...
ok, pbf test is comign soon, the only test i planned to go for, out of the five, so yeah, study hard, hope i ace it, i love tt module...
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i am upset!!! mummy daddy where are youu?? i need money....
i finished up my allowance this month already, need to advance more.. sighh.
felt like staying home today initially, cuz i was pretty tired.. then i took a nap and everyone started asking me whether im going here there zouk mos. blahhhh. noo im not... supposed to go mos for benny's farewell, byee benny i will miss u a lot!! ill see you at your first bookout you pomeranian. hahahaha. sorry about zouk anyway..
going out for dinner soon.. been damn hungry the whole damn day.. spent the whole day online talking nonsense and downloading songs. what for arhz, i duno.. oh well. had to download some markus schulz stuff to hear for myself how good he is. me, a notreallytrancehousefan, i like paul van dyk, tiesto and benny benassi. although i heard benny benassi isnt really trance or house, whatever. i like the beat.. i wanna shuffle!!! hahahaha the melbourne shuffle's how cool. hahhaa.
my baby siew mai is at home.. my baby you tiao also at home... i shall stay at home too!! ahaha.
cuz my horoscope today said: There's too much happening around you right now - grab some alone time. so yeap, alone time...
isnt it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes...
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Allow me to say "FUCK! JAY CHOU'S VERSION OF DAO DAI JUST KILLED ONE OF MY SENSES! MAYBE MORE!"
Allow me to say "FUCK! JAY CHOU'S VERSION OF DAO DAI JUST KILLED ONE OF MY SENSES! MAYBE MORE!"
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ok, i'm officially bored now, freaking bored, y does everything bore me? y cant i be contented? i'm even bored with contentment. what the hell is wrong with me, just cos everything is great for me, i'm bored of the "greatness". fuck, give me some emotions, give me some excitment, is this y i'm so emotional and sensitive? maybe cos i'm bored, tt's y i diverge into so many emotions, sucks being a gemini-cancer, bored of everything and so many emotions. oh come on, give me some anger, sadness, happiness. i'm so fucking weird. bah, y the fuck am i complaining of having just gd times? HEH???
darn, mayeb i'll club soon, haven clubbed in ages. shit, hmmm, fri night, some gd trance dj at zouk, shld i? argh... i need some alcohol in my system, go wild. bah...
i'm mad, going mad, cos everything's on a standstill, stagnent waters. borreddddd...
oh maybe i just need to watch some mother fucking dvds, i love dvds, oh, i think it's teh lack of new fantasy bks to read, darn, marcky...... lend me ur bks, i dunc are for exams. bah. poutzzzzzzzzzz.
just came back from my smoke break in time for the second half.... haha. bah but this is a boring boring match lah.... blah.
chelsea keeps defending and barca keeps attacking.... cmon barcelona!!!! dont need to attack too much lah, can win already hahaha. as much as i like chelsea, i hope barca wins. hahaha. by the end of the first half i was falling asleep on the couch. boo. i prefered the first match. maybe the second half will be better.... we'll see...
i hope drogba gets a red card though whahhahahaa. i wana see some red cards, cmon.
why the hell am i still watching the stupid match when im bored enough to blog. ah i know, cuz of mourinho, he looks pretty angry today whahahaaa. hurrrrrr.... and i have a feeling chinwai fell asleep on me cuz he aint answering me... bah, still say wanna bet with me who score first. nvm, i can bluff that barca scored first hahaha! if there are even goals tonight that is..
i need more apple aloe vera juice....
and I HOPE ARSENAL BEATS REAL AGAIN TMR YAY!
probably a small chance though, but still.
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it's you and not me.
yoohoo, hiakz, met jo and martin, my handsome, hunky babelicious babies. muah, thanks guys for going with me to lil india to thread my brows, finally, haha.
caught munich after tt, 3 hrs plus show, was pretty gd, spielberg did a great job, as usual. talented man, ya know the success of the movie is really really largely due to the director itself. hmmmm, based on a true story, watching it in threatres with a storyline, connecting the characters with emotions, via family and home, i guess we really cant blame terrorists, i mean yeah, they're wrong by striking civilians, but most of the time, they're often forced to, becos of their vulnerabilty. the're humans like us to, americans are kinda like terrorists to the pple tt we, the democratics see as terrorists, well, singaporeans aren't really democrats, are we? hmmmm... politics... most of the time they're forced to do what they do, in order to protect themselves, dun we all? well, i'm not condoning what they have done, but maybe they arent really as evil as we perceive them, it was very unfortunate for civilians to be caught in btn the politics. as shown in the movie, the palestinians did not want to kill the israeli atheletes, but killed them in a frenzy and revenge for the israeli agents for killing their pple. well, what i think it was really more of miscommunication and misunderstanding, and protection of diff self interests,(they were all protecting their home, nuffin wrong in tt). for example, fav scene,in the "safehse", where agents from both warring nationalities met, (the conv btn the bodyguards of the one of the arab conspirators of munich and the black september, and the israeli agent, they did not know of each other's missions and nationality and bonded pretty well, they had diff views, but there was a slight bond there, smoking tog, man to man, we cld see the love and pain tt the two men felt for each of their countries and the reasons justifying it, i'm sure the irsaeli agent felt sad abt having to kill the palestinian, who wasnt a bad man, but just a man with so much passion and love. mayeb tt's y there are so many suicide bombers, they rather die then to live on fearing revenge and their conscious. it's so sad and yet so realistic, if only the world wasn't realistic, but idealistic, but then it wld all be fantasy then yeah? well, i've tonnes more to comment on munich, and humankind and politics, but somehow the words cant flow through smoothly, there's so much to debate on, and noone is entirely correct, and i'm just commenting onit, in a very simple str8 forward manner, yadayada, anyway, go watch it.
went to meet kesu and desmond(jo's friend from the ocs ball, can remember him), at cine, then ate at the kopithiam behind cine, then headed down to princep to look for the dota boys, vyasa, niven and vic. made a date with my fav blackie, muah, looking forward. took a cab back to my place, with martin and kesu, took the car out, went to the airport to drop kesu, then me and martin proceeded to pick marcky up and went down to seng pang to eat again, bah, i feel fat.
hmmmmmmmmm, where is martin, i'm waiting for him to send me the pics we took today... didn't take with josie, forgot, next time, he's flying off to thailand soon, i heart him...
haha i guess im still reeling in from shock when i thought i clicked on my blog only to find it innundated with posts from princess cheryl, queenie ann and grace-inmotion!
bloody hell.
anways, back from bangkok and its time to meet up my lovelies! for real this time! i'll find a day which hopefully should suit us all. (:
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yep, hullo im here... well at least ann bothers to update so this place wont seem dead.
haha i wanted to blog about my little date with my dahling, but she already did so it seems pretty senseless to have another entry on that.. and yeah, the food at essential brew isnt very good. it sucks much actually hahaha. oh but my ocean mist tea wasnt all that bad though,thats probably the only saving point.
anyway, i have loads of stuff to hand in for the next three weeks, and i mean loadssss. damn those papers damn those assignments damn school. i know i probably sound like a damn primary school kid here, but i dont care, i hate school. and i guess im pretty lucky to be in uni, but at this point of time i just dont see it. what the hell am i doing going for an e.lit degree?? bahh. i blame it on temporary insanity. but whatever, im not leaving cuz i actually like what im doing. perhaps i should just not think about what im going to be doing in the future with such a degree, cuz yeah, whatever rocks my socks, for now.
i do realise i have some bad habits, like annoying little traits. it didnt use to be so bad until i joined ntu, and hearing bad english all day, and maybe cuz of all the english assignments i gotta do. i cant seem to shut my mouth when it comes to correcting people at grammatical errors, wrong spelling and whatnot. i proofread everything, and yeah sometimes i actually catch myself halfway, proofreading blog entries. gosh what is up with me!!!! like idioms and words used wrongly, teeny errors in vocab and shit, and to my horror, i can even spot punctuation errors! wahhhhhhhhh. im turning into some kind of psychopath, what type i dont really know though.
okay, this is starting to look wordy.. maybe some pictures will help. ah yeah some people have learnt a good lesson: never come to my house when youre high/drunk, especially with grace around. 2 people have left here feeling a tad bit traumatised by evidence of the uhm, embarrassing night before. ha ha ha.
ehh i wanted to post some pics up, but theyre really quite bad, so im not gona do it.. haha but lets see some of the evil one of the night....
will you just look at that evil evil grin on her face!! grace ah ggraceee.... and yeah she was cackling like a witch. like you know, HIA HIA HIA HIA HIA all night long.and yes he's sleeping. he sleeps with his eyes wide open. hahahahaa. and i guess im not going to post up those pics of her finished product..haha. see, cheryl how nice :)
oh, and people, watch havoc, i think its quite good. not for the sex scenes or that tiny halfhot latino guy, but i think the overall movie is not bad. i thought it was some hitchhiking nc16 crap show like wolf creek from the sound of the title, but its not. so yep. and anne hathaway looks quite hot in there too, although i dont really like her.
okay, very random post, i have a couple of essay assignments which require me to write thousands of words to be handed in tmr BAHHH, this will be my warmup hur.. ah anyway, bye and until next time hahahaa.
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wahaha, had my first date with tt special someone... cheryl the devil, haha...
went all the way down to holl v for our first cheryl and ann day, yeah, how lesbian, muah. my love, my life, my best friend.
did abit of studying before she came, after tt i got a tad too dizzy to continue, started whining to leave, although she has a quiz like the next wk, blah blah.
went down to essential's brew to have our dinner, she had chicken pasta, which kinda sucked, and i had jasmine cod fillet, which wasn't too bad either, i guess they're only gd for the tea yeah, hence the name, forgot to take pics of our lil date, hiak.
the service is like so lousy, my food took like half an hr to come, and they dun freaking refill the water for u.. bloody hell, had to disturb the waiter like ten thousand times, asking for this, asking for tt.
went down to town to meet marcus and his friends, they wanted to watch big momma's hse 2, but me and marcky wanted to catch wolfcreek instead, haha, luckily marcus managed to convince them to watch it, well, it was pretty alright, some parts were well, kinda disturbing, i'm a visual person, so i'll kinda imagine the same things being done to me, sick bastard, probly didn't get caught as well, sigh, i worry for yuey, hiakz... cheryl left, then the rest of the eastsiders went down to seng pang to uh, have drinks, apparently all of us were still pretty full... me, although i ate like 5 hrs ago, but the atrocious food was still upsetting my stomach. bleah. shld have went to tango's for their carbonara.
forgot to bring my keys again, sorry to trouble my dear sister, yup...
i'm upset..................... bah...............................
i miss chok. oh well. cant pls them all.
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hello everyone, muah.. haha
hmmmm, yeah. feel so calm and matured now, yup, things have certainly changed alot the past few years.
pple actually get the impression tt i'm wild, not true yup, for pple who really know me, yeah, there's the gp of pple who see me in the club and start gossipping yup, i'm so not a wildchild, yeah, i guess the lil clothes i wear in clubs doesn't really give the whole pic of who i really am,not out to get anything as well, yup, i just dress lil cos i like it. in fact, i'm alr soso sick of clubbing, havent been in the clubbing scene since like pauk van dyk, and tt's about two mths ago, donot play arnd with guys too, nv did,only had three bfs,no flings, dun believe in flings, shld i? maybe i'm missing out. ok, bfs were one after another in less than a yr, i only started dating when i was 18, nv had the thing for guys i guess. and now too, everything just doesn't seem intriguing, morelike whatever. i've only madeout with a stranger once, yeah, in a club,a long time ago, like 2 yrs?i probly cldn't think for myself, give me a break. tt's it, no hanky panky in clubs for me, although tt doesn't seem like, yeah, even my babies, cheryl and grace didn't believe me, but it's the truth. but i dun allow guys to slime me in clubs,maybe just tt one, wasn't in the right mind, and mayeb cos out of spite? revenge? sadness? i dance with my babies, my girls, maybe tt's y i moved on to hse, whereby a girl can even dance by her lonesome self, fav spot, on the speakers at zouk, there's this vibrating feel to it, and only girls can get up there! the rest can just surround me down the stairs or on the platform i guess, haha.
well, actually, i dun even think i used to be a wildchild, i just got abit preoccupied with clubbing when i ought to be studying, and kinda started early, started when i was 14 plus, and started smoking when i was 15. and kinda had the wrong mentality tt clubbing wasn't fun until u get high when i was in jc, so i was drinkign quite alot, nv drunk, and getting tt rep as someone who can seriously drink.
well, dun think i can drink tt well now anyway, haven been drinking for the longest time, mayeb just the occasional urge for beer, tt's it. dun take drugs either, dun sleep around, i swear, heh, had tt rumor since 15, hmmm... i haven even been with a guy for more than 6 mths, not even holding hands,except for friends lah in crowded areas or while crossing the road. everything's all clean. i do flirt with my friends, i'm quite the flirt sometimes, i'm a gemini afterall.
as i said before, it's just chilling, mah jiong, movies, dvds,supper, reading(fantasy, haha) and tv tt i do now, nuffin else, ann's turning into a boring girl, yeah, but the funny thing is tt i dun even find it boring, infact i love every single moment of it, i'm nv bored nowadays, spending more quality time with my beloved friends, and surprise surprise, my friends love me more, and i love my friends, none of those tt i wld have doubts over, like i did last time, call me trusting or whatsoever, but i do really love and trust my friends now. feels happy.
i'm done with the clubbing lifestyle, well i mean the occasional urge might pop by, but tt will be for a special occasion like birthdays where i'll show my face, and maybe for like some big name hse/trance dj in town, yeah, tt's it, no more twenty shots in a row, ak47s, proving how much and how fast i can drink. alcohol? doesn't even taste gd, i like fruit punch, yup. infact most of my nights, are spent talking to my closer friends and my sweetest biggest addiction, mah jong, the things tt u learn and find out are even more worthwhile as compared to clubbing. guys? doesn't fly my kite anyway, hmm, issit me, or can women really live without men? well, i guess i just need to masturbate or get a vibrator to make my world perfect, or near.
alot more stable now, then i was before. traditional girl, i dunid a variety of guys to make my world, although i do have the tendancy to get bored of pple, not my gd friends anyway. i wish i had more pple with intriguing minds to talk to, tt's my addiction and my fetish. i love a mind. kinda sexy. to me.
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was at siglap again, did abit of studying, i think i cna finish my 2nd chap today, met marcky, for dessert, choco fondue again. heh...
sorry for all the cancelled mj sessions russ, exams coming, hmmmm, better make full use of the lil time i have left, wldn't really help, bah...
can't wait for exams to be over, then i can totally bum with u guys, muah...
had a weird session when i was studying, started overthinking again, lucky yuey was there through sms to make me feel silly, haha, thanks, dude, i felt alot happier after tt, one of my weirdout fun emo sessions.i was studying too, haha, kinda.
pple i love today:
love cheyrl, love grace, love ting ting. muah muah.
love marcus, vyasa and martin, babies, my babies.
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ALO! BIRTHDAY GIRL SAYS HI!!!!! ** wave hi!!
yawnz. i didnt go out yesterday besides for coffee at siglap. was online at mindnight. talk to my dog till 6. and i dont think im going anywhere today either. maybe just go visit my grandma at the hospital. blame ann for not asking me along to her house. luff at cheryl for forgetting her ipod. was a bit cranky last night as usual. heh heh. but im alright now.. yay!
having all of you have been such a blessing to me. esp cheryl n ann. and regina whom im too busy to catch up with. im very selective about my close frens because im here to give them a bigger share of my love haha. muah and i learn something new : xoxo.
i think its damn funny. xoxo u xoxo me xoxo ann xoxo kick cheryl
yeah ann, no point getting pissd over an eel who has no back bone, its just a matter about how much morals and principals n pride he has for himself. if he wants to stood so low, there is nothing we can possibly do right.
okay i sound sarcastic now. i will stop
there are ways too many names to mention here. so i will just drop a few here right?
thank you all my frens. i appreciated everything u have done for me, for people who are close to my heart. the distant and presence doesnt matter, as long as we still think of one another in a sweet sweet way. good enough. love u : and thanks for the birthday cards and messages, gifts and celebrations.
thank u mummy. and my family
thank you grandma. i love you. later i go find u
thank you cheryl for celebrating my birthday with me. haha and yes ur always my valentine
thank you ann for jicheng for doing the ann thing. haha!
thank you my lil babies : ben, benny, reuben, ben and jimmy and the sausage gang
thank u tim
thanks to my sim frens!
regina, ruth chiam, jeremy, our emcee dannis. daryl ye, adipudera, edward, ADRAIN CHIA haha, overseas yuey who still rmbs my bdae, paul, CHEVY LEE! DXC, KID, jack, Danny, wira, marcus, ken genming, raymond siao, rayee who is in da jungle now.... blabla blabla
okay im tired.im going back to slp. miss u girls so much.
i dont care how lesbian this looks again. xoxo ann and cheryl i love you.
and the most retarded eric and daryl. no matter how mean you 2 are to grce. youre always my best buds. strangle u.
